Here are some defaults:

I am a fucking wino and I don't know how to stop.

I am insecure.

In the most of the days I still look at myself inside the mirror and don't recognize my face or any of my traces, I want to kill that girl and love her at the same time.

I get angry so easy.

I learn and forget.

I promisse and don't do.

I remember and cry.

I am full of missings.

And full of concern.

I am so tired in the most part of time, I feel so weak and too heavy for anyone to love.

I feel that I don't deserve love, don't deserve happiness, family, friends or even you... Because, holy shit, I am a big big jerk.

Because all of my steps in this whole life are sending me to the dept of this hole they call hell but I call human existence... How can I scape?

I feel that I am blowing up everything. Killing myself day by day and beying heavy for someone who loves me again. You don't have to pet me, but I am a animal.

Savage and full of fears.

Like a lion sinking in the sea. Like a bird stuck on a gate. Like a cat who broke his legs on a jump. Like a girl that loves a incredible man, but she is so... Empty.

You are the one, I hope I don't lose you.

I am sorry for eating myself alive.

I wish you were here.

I wish I can be better someday.

I want to be brave and smart like you.